i hope i can remember everything.......i know its taken me forever to get around to this
so lets start on December 29th my last doctor's appt. i was 2 cm. she said that she would weigh about 7 1/2 lbs.
(LOL oook)
anyways the whole week im hoping ill go into labor on my own....but i dont. grrrr
so Jan.2nd. i go into the Hospital at 5am we dont get there til like 5:20am lol were always late. anyways i woke up at 3 to shower and ear some jello.....get all ready and wait for my parents to get here.
we leave get to the hospital i sign some papers and get into the hospital gown....
i get in bed and the nurse starts the IV OMG this nurse is so annoying i cant stand her she doesnt talk all the clear and hurts me putting the IV in and has to do it twice.....oh my wrist gets all big and bruised and the whole time shes telling me im ok.....ah are you kidding im not(the IV hurt worse then the Epi.)i get nauseated and it feels like im gonna throw up......grr they gave me a cold rag to put on my neck that felt great......
they didnt start the pitocin til like 7:30 or 8, b/c i got a new nurse thank god, i didnt feel anything for awhile
my doctor calls to check up on me through put the day
she tells them to break my water asap. so at about 11:30 the doctor on call comes in and breaks it...omg that hurt
then i felt all wet and gross lol it was the weirdest feeling and it kept coming out..that made my contractions come on hard
my nurse(i forgot her name)tells me dont wait for me to ask you if you want an epidural so if you want it now ill call for it, so i say yes lol
it takes awhile til the doctor gets to my room but the contractions arent that bad but by the time he gets there they are pretty bad....before that i got a catheter im hurting so bad from the other doctor breaking my water eh so i have to sit up to get the epi.it hurts so bad to do that.........he gets my back ready and feels where to put it.....and does whatever and its in i was kinda shocked that it didnt hurt at all....im feeling nothing at all now and feel great they help me lay down......then for some reason i cant remember they sit me up in the bed but that made me sick so i wasnt happy about that......throwing up no one told me could happen or i dont remember being told it could. so they let me lay back down im feeling better. so i go to sleep for i dont even know how long.....i dont really remember much. then i wake up and for some reason i start feeling pain so i push the little thing they have to get more of the pain stuff but its not working at all.....they call the doctor back but he's in the middle of a c-section so he said it would be awhile.....OMG it was like not even a whole hour and i wanted to die from the pain....and i know its probably from the pitocin but i knew what i was getting into...
he gets back to my room and the catherter came out of my back so he had to redo it.....i still didnt feel it but...as soon as he put it back i felt this warm fuzzy feeling and i got all drunk feeling lol i remember telling my nurse that i liked her wedding ring and then i guess i passed out. i had family coming in and out of my room and hours went by......i wake up and im feeling good and then i start feeling pain again grrr the nurse tells me to breath through them and is really nice and im mad that i only got her a few hours then she was gone and didnt come back the whole time we were there....i was sad about that b/c she was the only nurse that was really nice and helped me a lot.
so they call the doctor again and he gets there and makes sure it didnt come out of my back again and it didnt so he gives me a shot i think 2 im not sure i was in pain thats all i knew......then after about 10 mins im painfree again.....so they tell me to sleep more so i wont be tired when i have to push.......
so i sleep for i guess a long time....they checked me through out the this whole time and im about a 6 -7cm.
i really cant remember it all.....but im feeling alot of pressure in my butt
i think i sleep like 2 more hours?
so about 4am i get checked and im ready to push......so they get me up and they have me do a few pushes to see how well ill do i guess lol...well about this time they call my doctor....so im pushing for 10-15 mins. i start feeling sick and i throw up this helps move her more down so when i start pushing again im doing really well...and about that time they tell me to stop. i hear the nurse say have we called her doctor i hear someone say yes she'll be here shes on her way....in about 10 mins. well she's about to crown and im wanting to push they tell me to blow the candle out im like wth i yell and say i have to push or im gonna throw up. they have the doctor on call come in omg he just stands there looking at the clock and looking at me. then asks do you want me to do this or do you want to wait for your doctor....my mom and justin is all like you do it she doesnt care....at this point i want it over with
so hes like ok im gonna check you then hes like is it ok if i cut you a little...so he does then i push 2 or 3 more times and shes out ahhhh 4:52am....... they put her on top of me im still out of it....justint cuts the cord they take her off me over to the little bed....she's not breathing all that well so my mom freaks out....i dont know whats going on....the doctor is taking the blood out of the cord and then my doctor comes in 5 mins. after. so she gets to clean me up and deal with the after birth...that felt so gross coming out she got to sew me up it was bad she was 8lbs 14oz. 20 1/2 inch long 14 inch head ah...her Apgar was 2/9/9
i was in active labor about 16 hours so not so bad.....
im glad i didnt have to be sut open but ah having her vaginally was hard not really hard but wow i dont know if im gonna have another one its gonna take me years to forget that.......
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